My story of becoming stronger and stronger

I'm gonna make it quite frankly.
First I was such an Animal (Yeah, that's what I call my past self), having no respect for my family, having no worth, having no motif ... . The first thing that blew meaning to my life was our beloved Kelly [the first song I saw from her was Since U Been Gone and after that Breakaway]. Those two songs were the turning point of my life. The world began to seem more colorful than it used to be. I started to see dreams of mixed types that sometimes I saw them but I couldn't exactly tell that was I really sleeping or else,{ I can't describe the numbness that takes over u that u keep waking from the sleep and immediately fall asleep again }. Whatever, after that I started to become more moral and started to love my family and know the true worth of having them and being next to them. Here came my second boost that made me stronger. From that day on I started to live for Kelly and my family. Kelly was always next to me in the heart of my family. She lived with us but I spoke to no one in the family about her (we were 7 members but now we are 6, I do not count Kelly because her place is different). Afterwards, I felt that I love somethings more than the past. I felt a great interest in music and writing. I started to love singing but I realized that my voice is not the right track (My voice is one of the worsts in the singing field) but my hands is the right way to follow. Simply I started to discover myself. I gradually started to love anything that was beautiful and close to the emotions. I now cry more often, or no, I now cry all the time when I encounter an emotional thing or scene, even though it is a small one ( if not it does make tears form behind my eyes.) And here is the Third and last push to strength : ART. I now Live for Kelly, my family, and art. So, now you see The Effect that Kelly had on my life. That's not a flattery, but it is a fact. Kelly you are the One for me.

That was my story of becoming STRONGER.